i can't take a shower because the tub is backed up. i can't take a improv class because work doesn't permit it. i am walking away from what i always wanted to be. i cry because i'm sad. i feel lonely. i find it hard to move forward and make things better. i question if this is the life i should be living. i cry because i know its not. i just don't like my life.
i don't know how to change it.